2014 is a challenging year for me. My crisis has over-stimulated my logical part of my brain and shut down my creative side.

I have lost my muse who has now become the inspiration for my nightmares. Maybe I should embrace this dark era and paint darker art. I have started to chronicle my nightmares and I have a handful of followers of my ramblings.

I think the next step will be to illustrate my nightmares. I have never illustrated before. I am always up for a challenge.

New muse wanted in the future but not now. I need to nurse my self to good health before I can create beauty and give beauty in any form. Wish me luck, even better – pray for me.